Good Asian Porn

Awesome porn I saw today with this beautiful Chinese girl sucking off a nice white dude. She was A-cup, like most Chinese. The video title was som ething like "she learns to suck white cock." The room was fancy. A bunch o f punk posters on the wall and flyers. I saw the band "Doom" which my brother likes. So this guy is somewhat of an edgy and physically fit. How did he get a nice chinese girl? I don't know. At the end, she spited out this long white line of sperm from her mouth. A giggle. Extremly cute. Sperm on someones body is like children hugging her skin. A way that, that the white guy's genes and family runs on her body. She allows it. She is one with him. She respects the family. At the same time however, I ponder her existence with him. Does she know his white boyfriend likes Doom and other punk bands? What does she think about it? Is it macho for him? A way for him to really be a man? Is he responsbile? Or is he decadent and depraved? 

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A thought came to my mind. A poor liberal white trying to be gay and emulating to be a jew. Great. That is someone mental illness right there. Wha t does that make me? I have to be strong and fight this force in the future.

Also, got this nice poloroid box today for my Freewrite. It fits perfectly. Althought, I should really only use it when I travel with the freewrite. It's not a good dust protector. I will find it really annoying once I over and over again put the Freewrite in and out of the box to use it. I should only use the box IF I am bringing the Freewrite somewhere. Which most likely, Am not. I will put it in the closet until I have use for it to bring the Freewrite somewhere to write. Yes. 

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So annoying. I really wanted to play Doom 4 today. But ended up being annoyed it was not loaded and could not fully played it. What a tease. I got to play level three tonight. Still not satifsfying. I never knew downloads would be this harsh with PS4. I pretended to be lazy today so I could w ait for Doom 4 to download. I watch some Top5 videos on abandon islands, f orbidden places, underwater creates and sounds, and underwate caves. Cool stuff. I like sea creatures. I love the water the most. Exotic and cool. Cave Fishes are cool. 

Tried to learn some Reason today, but mainline pennsylvania Reason employer told me advance editing and mixing technigues instead, not operations. He said use Blocks instead of Redrum and Kong, and if you use Redrum, layer it, put the sounds to differt channels, and put some EQ compression on t he sounds to make it feel slow attack and "punchy." I really don't get it. 

He's manipulating Reason like a card game player messes up a deck in a CCG. Totally too much innovation and less about operation. I just want to l earn the thing and know whats what and whos who. Annoying. 

Interent still acting slow. I should go downstairs and see if downloads can work while the PS4 is in rest mode. 

(I been typing the word "just" too much. Sounds so instant and quick. Tryin g to ignore, but it comes back). 

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7-19-16 

Donald Trump was on tonight. He came out as a silloutte and surprised ever yone. "We are going to win, he said." Drake says, "Nigger rap, all star game." Almost like, "Nigger games." Which Trump is like. Nigger poltics. That suits him well. I missed his speech.  

Tried to text jack again but he never want's to hang out anymore. He is becoming more stupider. I think I have to let him be. He is really dying a lone. He just complains and worries. 

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